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The first day (4/4/2022) I was nervous. The meaning of nervousness here is those questions kept running in my head. Questions like "Is everything going to be okay?", "Will I mess up?", "Am I going to get scolded?". I tried to prepare myself so that I can be the trainee teacher that I myself dreamed of. The one that is always well-prepared, charismatic and always focused. With some positive thoughts that I shoved in my head, I went to school, kept being faithful and appeared there with a smiling face. Gratefully, those horror thoughts have been shut as I learned that everyone there is so nice. The headmaster, the GPK 1, the staff, the teachers and my mentor are all so kind and welcomed me so well. Talking about "us", I was glad when I found out that there were two trainee teachers who underwent SBE at the same school just like me. With all the good things that happened on the first day, I was happy thinking that this SBE would give me a good exper

Nevertheless

Teachers, educators, Am I really going to be holding those statuses? Ambitious, prestigious, Am I able to have those until the end of my services? Patience, Easy to say yet not easy to stay. Passion, Easy to feel yet so easy to kill. As I watch the kid, As I watch him greet, I do look unaware, But my mind goes everywhere. Will these feelings grow? Or these feelings that I will throw? Will I keep loving? Will I keep trying? When the day has come when I finally become a teacher. Nevertheless, Second by second, Minute by minute, Hour by hour, I am still here, Trying, fighting, Hoping that all these tears will bloom into some beautiful flowers.

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